So I have wanted to write about my tattoos and their various salient meanings. I say salient, because as I grown and change as a person the meanings behind my tattoos alter slightly. I guess what this says about me is that I spend a lot of time thinking about my tattoos and their meaning. That way I am not going to have a tattoo that loses significance later on in my life.
So, my first instinct was to start from the first…
Then I thought I would start with the tattoo I am planning on covering up.
After the last couple of days, I have decided to start with the last.
So, other than those perverts, whovians and OCD cleaners, you may probably notice that the text is backwards. Well duh. If you going to leave a message for yourself maybe you should be able to read it when you look in a mirror. No, that is not the real reason but it is a good reason.
Actual reason: I like to write backwards. So I got a backwards text tattoo. How awesome is that?
So, what does it say?
So I wrote you this song, but you won’t sing along
Okay, that is kinda poetic and cute. Maybe a little girly. Where did it come from?
Well, that part is easy. It is lyrics from a song called Assurance by a band called Hurt.
Well it involves a boy. A stubborn, pain-in-the-ass ginger accountant to be precise. There are many ways to interpret that sentence. Lets just leave it as it being said with more than a little fondness.
I fell in love with G almost immediately. Well, he gave me butterflies the first time he smiled at me. An amazing feat considering we were running uphill, and it was some ridiculous time in the morning. Say, 7am or so. I was struggling (because I hate running) and he was prancing around, running backwards and all round being happy. The moment was fleeting as I still had to run back to the kung fu school and do the torment of what was then San Shou training.
However, I was eager to go to every extra training class after that just to see this strange boy (with a fantastic ass).
So, after much flirting (to which he is immune) and dropping hints, I eventually asked the dumbass on a date. I think I have probably fallen in love with him more and more each day since.
The issues started a while into our relationship.
He is grounded, stubborn, logical and prone to depression.
I am all over the place, stubborn, emotional, and well, all my flaws will have to be written up in a another post. We could be here a while.
Needless to say, the concept of opposites attract mostly applies to magnets.
So, where does the tattoo come in? Well, it was one weekend. We had been fighting a lot, the first time around (we have tried and failed this relationship twice now) and this weekend we were back to normal. It was my cousins wedding. When we eventually got back to my aunts place and collapsed into the squishiest bed on the planet, I asked him what would be the song that we would play at our wedding.
He said Assurance by Hurt.
So I listened to the song. After we broke up, I listened to it all the time. I still listen to it.
So, what does my tattoo signify?
- love is not enough to keep a relationship together
- no matter how hard you try and be someone to another person, sometimes life has other plans
- sometimes two people who love each other cannot be together, but it doesn’t make the love any less real
It is by no means a sad tattoo. It reminds me of many happy moments I got to share with G.
So mostly, it is a reminder that loving someone is complicated. That combined with the complications of actually being in a relationship with another person means that if you know two people (or more) who have relationships where there is love and it works, you should be really happy for them.